So as y'all know from last week, I was struggling with making a decision that has been hounding me for months. I haven't been okay with a lot of things that were happening in my life, but I just kept pushing them aside. I kept letting it get the best of me.
It took some hard truths (thanks mom), but I finally realized I was only hurting myself. I was accepting things that I was not okay with. And all it was doing was stressing me out. It wasn't a good feeling.
It was also a decision I knew I needed to make a long time ago. I just didn't want to accept it. I didn't want to make the change. I was scared to make the change.
So here we are, beginning a new week, and I've made the decision. I've DECIDED. And I can tell you that I feel 100% better, lighter, happier. It really does make a difference when you finally make a decision, and especially when it turns out to be the right decision for you!
Okay, so I know you're wondering what exactly my decision was. I guess I've been secretive long enough.
Here it is...
I gave my two week notice at CrossFit Cafe. February 20th will be my last day there.
Oh...putting it in writing makes it real. Saying it out loud makes it real.
CrossFit Cafe was home for me for awhile. It's where I started coaching and personal training. It's where I grew as a coach, continued learning, adding more to my repertoire. And as much as it hurts to make this change, it's what I need, both personally and professionally.
It's time. It's been time. I'm ready to continue growing and expanding in my personal business. It truly is time for me to really focus on me and my business and my family.
So that's what the big news was. That's what the big change was. That's what I was scared of.
Seems so small now, but it took a lot for me to finally pull the trigger and make the decision. I fretted over it for a long time. The back and forth, the what ifs, the doubt, the unknown.
But here we are. I've made the decision. I feel better than I have in a long time. Truth of the matter is, I'm actually sleeping through the night. So it's been tormenting me for awhile now.
So here's to new beginnings. Bigger and better things. Being BRAVE!
I hope you have a beautiful week and that you are brave! That you make whatever decision you've been putting off.
With love and wellness,